Life is always cruel for me... No matter what i have done, things will never come back as what i had expected it to be...
All the effort that i had put on had just washed away just like you wrote words on the sand and lastly the wave just swept it away in a few seconds...

What is the use of our life on this earth...???
Is it a test for us to go through hard and easy life on earth???
OR is it for us to feel the cruelty and difficulty of life on earth...
I hardly to understand what's our purpose on this so called lovely planet EARTH...

Time passes by without any mercy and there's no return when we had taken an action...
Certain scars that we sustain it during our life might heal BUT some scars won't heal at all and it will remain in our memories forever...

But i do know that this scars i had this year will remain forever and ever...
It hurts me terribly... When i heard the news, it feels like a thousand arrows just hit and pierce directly to my heart... I hardly to describe how it really hurts... But what i know, at that particular moment it hurts till my tears almost rolled down my cheeks...
I just trying to remain cool and try to stop my tears from rolling down as i was on duty for a Hindu Temple opening ceremony...

Next thing that appear in my mind are all those unsolved questions for me. Many questions just pop up on my mind... and i couldn't find any answer for it... My brain feels the pressure and at times i feel just to let go everything by an easy way out that is 'commit suicide'...

I'm just being silly to think of taking a shortcut to ends all this problems that i had... But i kept myself strong and trying to look at the positive path of life... I tried telling lies to myself just for me to feel better, but actually it doesn't work at all... Whenever i was alone, i started to have those flashback where those hurts memories just pop up... For the pass few days i tortured my body terribly, i slept few hours at very late night, eat less than normal, shout out loud whenever i'm alone, hit my fist on the wall and etc...

I tried to be normal in front of my family members, but my brother Alex sensed it...
He tried to ask me again and again but i just replied to him there's nothing happened to me and i'm fine (But actually i'm not)...
But last night, i guess he finds out what is my problem was and he just sent an sms to comfort me and give morally support... Thank you very much bro, really appreciate it although i know what a person might said when someone's facing the same problem as mine...

To everyone who are curious of me cutting super short hair this time is because, i hope that i can start my life all over again.. a brand new life of Lee Keat Heng...
Although the problems i had still haunted me, I'll try to be strong...
Anyway, looking to the bright side of life...
I really hope and can do well in upcoming exams...

Wish me luck guys and gals...

Intel Malaysia 4th Mangrove Treeplanting Program

This event was organised by Intel on 18 October 2008...

The stage near the treeplanting program...

Intel staff, school students & teacher, & volunteers planting Mangrove Tree at JURU..

At work site...

Group photo of us (Ambulance Crew) + Organiser

Eating McD alone at Midlands 1stop

Hmm... on d 8th of October 2008....



At Midlands McDonald...

Alone n feel bored although i had taken my dinner, i go to the counter n order a medium set of fillet o fish while waiting them (Leonard, calvin, nicole, han yi) to come...

This McD is a little special than d others...

View of the Fillet O Fish that i order...

D extraordinary fries..... Can u see it...???

Pic of Fries without flash.... Weird looking fries.. =P

Furthermore, after i had finish my drink, i go to the counter n request for a refill...
Bored drinking Coke, so i order them to refill Sprite for me... & after i went back to my seat, then i realised d drink is a bit weird after tasting it... sigh.. n i complain 2 d employee n they change back my cup of Sprite to Coke... Kinda disappointed... =(

Moral of d story: Don go to Mcdonald shop tat ppl seldom go... If u did, then u might face d same problem with me... & u will be cursing them... XD

Alex's 26th B'day

D time shows it is 7pm plus on October 06, d weather is cloudy yet it is drizzling...

Suddenly i just plan to do a surprise for alex by buying a cake for him...

So i quickly rush to Secret Receipe at Bayan Baru searching for a cake.. But it seems there's no more cake left... left only a few slices of cake...



So i went to d Eden Bakery... There r a few choices of cake...

There are 3 cakes tat attracts me... Grandmother cake, chocolate cake, & Mocha Hazelnut...

Hmmm....... after 10 minutes in the shop thinking which cake should i choose, i gave up & i decided to ask d worker there to gave his opinion on d 3 cake i suggested & he suggested d Mocha Hazelnut cake since we usually eat chocolate cake always...

Mocha Hazelnut Cake

Cake Box with Candle & Plastic Knife

Then rush back home n waited for alex to return home to surprised him...

Alex making a wish... (Kinda shocked when he opens d door)

blowing candle...

. . . T H E E N D . . .

Sorry folks for not posting any new post...
Almost all d time i stay at home... so will update it when there r interesting topics... So stay tuned... Hahaha...

Tata....
From ur friendly neighbourhood, Iron Man...
=P

On 2nd day Holiday...

On 23 Sept 2008 morning...

Above: Sleeping pig... (arrrhhhh... some1 took my photo while i was sleeping)

After a short nap, i wake up at 10am... Watch tv, play cards, chatting...
& it's time to go for late breakfast...

10.30am Breakfast at a mamak stall nearby.. Having a nasi lemak & a cup of Milo Ice... An aunty who happened to be next door mini market owner & my fren's fren treated all of us...

-.-" Really didn't expect her to treat us...

11.00am Back hostel & continue sleeping....

1.30pm Wake up & take a bath...

2.00pm Planning where to go while packing our stuff...

2.25pm Ready to go Gurney Plaza for lunch & movie again...

2.52pm Reach Gurney Plaza... Go GSC n purchase 5 tickets for the movie 'Halloween' using student ID... & take got we get 5 ticket at student price rate although my student ID card had expired... wakakaka....

3.05pm Decided to have lunch at KIM GARY RESTAURANT...

3.10pm Order our food..

3.15pm Soup & drinks tat my fren's ordered had arrived..

3.20pm My drinks just arrived... My food haven't arrived although i was about to starved to death.. But my frens food arrived... tat time i was kinda frustrated d...

3.35pm Still waiting patiently... Snap a photo of me at d restaurant with a fake smiling face as below..

3.45pm At last, after half an hour suffering... My food has just arrived... Waited so long for my food, d name of d meal i ordered seems to b delicious, but it disappoint me... Prefer go to CHILIS...

Top View of my meal (Cheese Baked Rice Fish Fillet) Rm 14.90 excluding Service Charge & Government Tax...

Side View...

4.07pm Rushing to the cinema bcz d movie is about to start... Late 2 minutes...

6.00pm Finish watching... Disappointed with the movie tat we watched... Sigh... *Speechless*

Tats all folks.... This 2 days is quite fun... But life turn into boredom n lonely after they went back... Sad sad....

Holiday with fren...

A DAY BEFORE HOLIDAY

On 21 Sept, went to Pre-Hospital Care at Malaysian Red Crescent Penang Branch Head Quarters for the training..
The training actually started at 9am, but i wake up at 9am... Bwahahaha..

I wake up n shock after looking at the clock... Was rushing to d course...
Get ready n fly to HQ with my lovely Honda Wave... Reach HQ at 9.40am...

It's kinda embarrass to enter d lecture hall after being late for almost an hour... =P

D lecturer is a guy from General Hospital... D course is so interesting as we were able to gain valuable knowledge...

Next, we were being separated into 4 groups...

D 1st group teaching how to use splint n bandaging for broken bones..
2nd group, we learn bandaging...

3rd Group, how to perform CPR, ways to use equipment such as oxygen tank, face mask, n etc..

4th group, transportation using scoop, portable, dolphin, & canvas strecther & KED..

Its kinda tiring day since i slept a few hours d previous night due to exams...

So i went back at around 2 pm plus although d course was supposed to end at 6pm... XD

So went back n rest a while till 6.30pm...

Next is to attend Leonard's 21st Birthday Party...

Leonard plan to do his b'day party a day earlier from his birthday to celebrate...

It was held at Tanjung Bungah Beach Hotel, Penang... It started at 7.30 pm...
Hmm... Lazy to elaborate more.. D picture below is those who attend d functions...

The above is d specially made cake... 1st time to see a birthday cake like this.. =)

From left to right: Mr Loh, Myself, Mr. Yeoh, Mr Calvin & Ms Nicole

After d event come to an end, me & han yi went to Khaleel at Gurney Drive for a drink & chit-chat till it was about 3am if i'm not mistaken.. At that particular time it rains very heavy... Reach home with body wet although i'm wearing rain coat... =(
Slept at 5 am plus..

On 22nd Sept-Holiday Time...

Woke up at 12 pm plus...
As usual, on time... Yea... was busy on9 to upgrade my village in TRAVIAN (an on9 game)..
Fren called n its time to go out... Went to tanjung bunga to fetch my frens then go to jetty to fetch another fren... (Gosh.. Just like a taxi driver on d day.. Hahaha...)

Then went Queensbay Mall to watch movie (Babylon)...
Its quite nice le d movie... Lots of actions move.. "recommended all to watch"..

After movie, it was about 6pm... we rush out of d complex n headed to macalister road ASAP to avoid d massive jam cz it's after office hours n shortly after tat, it is after schooling hours.. Vrrrooommmmm.... Fly to Macalister Road...

At last we reached our destination... D 'Town Steamboat Restaurant' at 63, Macalister Road 10400 PENANG... RM 17.90 per person ...

Above: Halfway Eating...

Above: D bird's egg... It took me 5 minutes to unpeal d shell... -.-" haha...

Next, its time to ronda... Bwahahaha... Next destination, Padang Kota Lama..

We were walking along d seaside... THen... It's time to play.....
so we went to the playground... Then we call it a day n went back to fren's hostel at tanjung bunga...

At 12am, some of us had fallen asleep... but yet we r eager to go for extremely early breakfast..
At Tanjung Bunga Market... Only 1 shop tat is open 24 hours...

Guess wat shop tat is open at tanjung bunga Market tat is 24 hours open for business???
7-11?? Happy Mart?? McD?? KFC??
Nope... It's (Lai Lai) wan than mee..
It's time to eat WANTAN MEE... Bwahahaha.. at 1 am...

Pic taken on top....
Description: Wantan Mee without d wantan & vege...

Pic taken from d side ways..

Above: WanTan without Mee... hahaha...

Above: Vege for d Wantan Mee..

After having our so called 'Early Breakfast', time has passed by very fast n it shows tat it is 2-3am n it's time we headed back to hostel cz it's sleeping time..

-.- Zzzzzzz....

exam week....

This semester is quite busy cz exam week...
3 papers to take...
All involving calculations... Sigh...
Thanks God i still have another last paper to go on this sat ( 20 Sept)

I hope i wont mix up using d wrong formula..
bwahahaha...
I hope i wont write d answer like in d picture below this words...

Meeting sux....

Hmm...
D worst meeting ever attended....
Keke...
Real disaster...
Actually i had planned to settle things nicely n peacefully with the OC VAD...
Cz after think twice, i thought mayb just can chill down n settle it once & for all...

Went in to the meeting room... Meeting started as usual.... Err.. Actually not as usual like wat u did attend la... cz he never thank us for coming also... Sigh... Weird meeting....

As usual, all we do talk is bout public first aid duty & problems...

D Chairperson was talking bout Base Jump duty at KOMTAR on this saturday...

He ask each VAD's starting from VAD 20... & Musli suggested that every vad should send 2 members since d organiser requested 10 first aider.. We all agreed to this matter as this is to be fair to every vad..

Next, he ask VAD 21... Eric represents his vad...
He voice out that his vad having problems sending members for public duty as the Chapter are to emphasizing or too focused in public duties which i totally agreed with..
While they were debating, i accidentally interrupt both of them (my mistake la)... & the Chairperson straight raise his voice n scolded me "You...!! SHUT UP...!!!"..
Yea yea yea... I know it's kinda rude for me to interrupt, but i strongly feel that the person who chair d meeting should be extra cautious on wat he is talking... Anyway, i still trying to cool down...

While they were debating bout d duty, d Chairperson suddenly change his topic to budget given to each VAD... He said that every VAD were given RM 500 to organized 1 programme..
So i was curious as the last meeting i had attended bout last 2 months, he had voice out clearly that VAD 23 & 24 are merging to do a blood donation programme n were given RM 500 only...
I ask him again at that time is it VAD 23 get RM 500 & VAD 24 get RM 500???
He said 'NO...!!! Both VAD RM 500. & if u were planning to do seperate programme, d money will b divided & each VAD will b given RM 250'..
I also heard d previous meeting bout last month, he had said that the budget money for VAD 23 were demolish due to lack of manpower..
It's kinda frustrating cz my VAD's performance had increase compared to last year & this year...
So now he said that every VAD get's a budget of RM 500 each to organize a programme.. SO i asked him 'Not d other day u said that d budget for my VAD are being demolish??'...
He raise his voice & replied 'When did i say so??'.. Bla bla bla....
Then next word i say is 'U always like tat 1... Always say differently... Just like d incident happen during FA competition'..
After i finish saying those words, he straight stand up n take off his pouch bag n stand next to me... Seems that he's gonna hit me with his bare hands... At that moment i just try calm myself down..
Next, he halau me n my commander out of d meeting... He said 'VAD 23 GET OUT... I DIDN'T INVITE U TO THIS MEETING, GET OUT'....
Then here come my part... Keke... I shouted so loud like a loudspeaker n leave d meeting room...
Cool..??? Keke... Luckily i didn't lose my voice...
Hmm.. Back to the story.. After out from d meeting room i went down n continue playing table tennis with han yi... unbelievable rite?? me too... Can't believe i acted so cool.. WAHAHAHA..!!

Then later, i received sms from eric.. He ask me not to leave yet..
So i waited.. When he came to me, he trying to persuade me back to the meeting room again as they had discuss this matter with d OC VAD n he agreed to settle it in peacefully & professionally.. Then calvin came down too...
As usual, sure i'll reject la...
Think again la... If you were me, will u still talking to a person that doesn't listen to u???
Will u settle d problem with him again after u give him more than 10 times chances & earlier u were planning to settle it properly & civilized manner but he scold u again???

***EHEM***
Mayb for u all la... But in this kind of situation, i will no longer talk with him or settle this problem... cz i give him to much face & he just cross d line...
Thats the end...
I had help him so much, & he doesn't appreciate it & he scold me for nothing...
I guess no 1 can stand this situation... Luckily i'm not d old LEE KEAT HENG..
"It's time to change" quote from DIGI....
It's kinda dissappointed to have a leader like him...
I hope he do change his attitude or worst to worst, d ISLAND CHAPTER should change a new management... Mayb YB should take it up... Keke... He's kinda fair n do think wisely on every decision made...

Ok la.. That's all i'm gonna express my feelings...
This is 1 bad day for this month... I hope things will go smoothly n i hope things will go positively...
So... Live life to the fullest..

< < < *iron man * > > >

Just had my haircut on Tuesday...

Before i ask d barber to cut my hair at the Indian Shop (regular place), suddenly i planned to cut short just for fun since it's been quite some time i haven't cut like this i guess since i was standard 1-form 2...

So i gave instructions to the barber to cut my hair short & he's kinda surprised when he heard i wanna cut short like an army... He ask me twice n my decision is still d same... Keke... Funny...

Below are my pictures that is before & after the haircut... See d differences...

Above Picture is a month before i had my hair cut....

After hair cut... Look younger....???

Gosh.... Look neat right?? haha...

Anyway, most of my frens cant recognize me at all...

They have to take a second look to recognize me...

Then they will either smile or laugh at my appearance...

Now everyone started to called me "botak" ...

Ish... I'm not bald like a monk yet... So stop teasing me... Haha...

After all day out, it's time to return home...

Reached home n open d door n entered...

My mum it's seating on d sofa while watching tv at that moment. She turn n look who had open d door & she is shocked to see a 'botak' guy open d door... She look at me for some moments before she could recognised me... Haha... Even my family got shocked n hardly to recognise me..

Hmm.. New look, new vision, new mission..

=P

I'm back again...
Phew...
What a tiring day for me...
Slept around 3am n got to Wake up at 6.30 am. Take a bath n get ready to go for 'gotong-royong' at Ramakrishna..
Reached HQ around 8.00 am & there's no one arrived yet. So take my motorbike for a bath...
Then after the arrival of Eddy n Aaron, we were ready to go...

Once we reach at Ramakrishna, we were being briefed by a person-in-charge there on what task we should do...
It's kinda dissapointing, as me n Eng Seng was expecting outdoor work like cleaning the bushes, cutting the grass or cleaning d drain.. But eventually we were asked to clean, mop, n rearrange d computer lab.. Others were given different task..
Meanwhile we were cleaning halfway, here comes calvin n musli...
Kinda frustrated when they did come but doesnt contribute their energy to help us out...

Time is limited, as i need to rush back to change my clothes & go pray my grandpa at Than Hsiang Temple situated nearby Snake Temple...
I, Eng Seng & Eddy get d job done at 9.30am. So we help out Dexter to clean d office...
It's kinda funny as Dexter just like an alarm clock.. He always remind me d time like once in every 5 minutes.. *tik tok tik tok riiinnng.........* keke..

Busy cleaning as fast as i could, n TIMES UP..!!!
Gotta go fast or i'll be late... Its kinda shy cz i need to leave already although d work there haven't finish...
Then Vrroommm...
Luckily my mum were late there...
After prayers, straight went down n meet those helpers at d coffee shop..
was riding quite fast.. about 120km/h on my bike...
Gosh.. It's kinda crazy riding tat fast...
Up n down i go today..

Once reach home, startedd to do revision...
& d next thing i know... i fall asleep..
Haha...

I'm quite happy that i can help out those kids to live a better n cleaner environment...
Thats all for today...
=P

Bored, sad, & lonely... This is what i feel...
Life will never be the same again...
This month is the worst month ever in my life...
Things are all going upsidedown...

AT WORK : Havent get my salary for previous month & mileage claim for the past two months.
AT RC : War is coming soon as the result of messing around with me. Being scolded from the mistake that i had never done before.
AT HOME : Home alone.
FRENS : Seldom contact or sms. Hey..!! Wats wrong with me?? Is it my attitude that keep you away from me??
STUDIES : Exam is around the corner and i not well prepared yet. Need burn midnight oil more often.. Keke...

As you can see, things all went to the wrong direction... Sigh... Anyway life must goes on...
Fight till the end... Yea!!