Life is always cruel for me... No matter what i have done, things will never come back as what i had expected it to be...
All the effort that i had put on had just washed away just like you wrote words on the sand and lastly the wave just swept it away in a few seconds...

What is the use of our life on this earth...???
Is it a test for us to go through hard and easy life on earth???
OR is it for us to feel the cruelty and difficulty of life on earth...
I hardly to understand what's our purpose on this so called lovely planet EARTH...

Time passes by without any mercy and there's no return when we had taken an action...
Certain scars that we sustain it during our life might heal BUT some scars won't heal at all and it will remain in our memories forever...

But i do know that this scars i had this year will remain forever and ever...
It hurts me terribly... When i heard the news, it feels like a thousand arrows just hit and pierce directly to my heart... I hardly to describe how it really hurts... But what i know, at that particular moment it hurts till my tears almost rolled down my cheeks...
I just trying to remain cool and try to stop my tears from rolling down as i was on duty for a Hindu Temple opening ceremony...

Next thing that appear in my mind are all those unsolved questions for me. Many questions just pop up on my mind... and i couldn't find any answer for it... My brain feels the pressure and at times i feel just to let go everything by an easy way out that is 'commit suicide'...

I'm just being silly to think of taking a shortcut to ends all this problems that i had... But i kept myself strong and trying to look at the positive path of life... I tried telling lies to myself just for me to feel better, but actually it doesn't work at all... Whenever i was alone, i started to have those flashback where those hurts memories just pop up... For the pass few days i tortured my body terribly, i slept few hours at very late night, eat less than normal, shout out loud whenever i'm alone, hit my fist on the wall and etc...

I tried to be normal in front of my family members, but my brother Alex sensed it...
He tried to ask me again and again but i just replied to him there's nothing happened to me and i'm fine (But actually i'm not)...
But last night, i guess he finds out what is my problem was and he just sent an sms to comfort me and give morally support... Thank you very much bro, really appreciate it although i know what a person might said when someone's facing the same problem as mine...

To everyone who are curious of me cutting super short hair this time is because, i hope that i can start my life all over again.. a brand new life of Lee Keat Heng...
Although the problems i had still haunted me, I'll try to be strong...
Anyway, looking to the bright side of life...
I really hope and can do well in upcoming exams...

Wish me luck guys and gals...

Intel Malaysia 4th Mangrove Treeplanting Program

This event was organised by Intel on 18 October 2008...

The stage near the treeplanting program...

Intel staff, school students & teacher, & volunteers planting Mangrove Tree at JURU..

At work site...

Group photo of us (Ambulance Crew) + Organiser

Eating McD alone at Midlands 1stop

Hmm... on d 8th of October 2008....



At Midlands McDonald...

Alone n feel bored although i had taken my dinner, i go to the counter n order a medium set of fillet o fish while waiting them (Leonard, calvin, nicole, han yi) to come...

This McD is a little special than d others...

View of the Fillet O Fish that i order...

D extraordinary fries..... Can u see it...???

Pic of Fries without flash.... Weird looking fries.. =P

Furthermore, after i had finish my drink, i go to the counter n request for a refill...
Bored drinking Coke, so i order them to refill Sprite for me... & after i went back to my seat, then i realised d drink is a bit weird after tasting it... sigh.. n i complain 2 d employee n they change back my cup of Sprite to Coke... Kinda disappointed... =(

Moral of d story: Don go to Mcdonald shop tat ppl seldom go... If u did, then u might face d same problem with me... & u will be cursing them... XD

Alex's 26th B'day

D time shows it is 7pm plus on October 06, d weather is cloudy yet it is drizzling...

Suddenly i just plan to do a surprise for alex by buying a cake for him...

So i quickly rush to Secret Receipe at Bayan Baru searching for a cake.. But it seems there's no more cake left... left only a few slices of cake...



So i went to d Eden Bakery... There r a few choices of cake...

There are 3 cakes tat attracts me... Grandmother cake, chocolate cake, & Mocha Hazelnut...

Hmmm....... after 10 minutes in the shop thinking which cake should i choose, i gave up & i decided to ask d worker there to gave his opinion on d 3 cake i suggested & he suggested d Mocha Hazelnut cake since we usually eat chocolate cake always...

Mocha Hazelnut Cake

Cake Box with Candle & Plastic Knife

Then rush back home n waited for alex to return home to surprised him...

Alex making a wish... (Kinda shocked when he opens d door)

blowing candle...

. . . T H E E N D . . .

Sorry folks for not posting any new post...
Almost all d time i stay at home... so will update it when there r interesting topics... So stay tuned... Hahaha...

Tata....
From ur friendly neighbourhood, Iron Man...
=P

On 2nd day Holiday...

On 23 Sept 2008 morning...

Above: Sleeping pig... (arrrhhhh... some1 took my photo while i was sleeping)

After a short nap, i wake up at 10am... Watch tv, play cards, chatting...
& it's time to go for late breakfast...

10.30am Breakfast at a mamak stall nearby.. Having a nasi lemak & a cup of Milo Ice... An aunty who happened to be next door mini market owner & my fren's fren treated all of us...

-.-" Really didn't expect her to treat us...

11.00am Back hostel & continue sleeping....

1.30pm Wake up & take a bath...

2.00pm Planning where to go while packing our stuff...

2.25pm Ready to go Gurney Plaza for lunch & movie again...

2.52pm Reach Gurney Plaza... Go GSC n purchase 5 tickets for the movie 'Halloween' using student ID... & take got we get 5 ticket at student price rate although my student ID card had expired... wakakaka....

3.05pm Decided to have lunch at KIM GARY RESTAURANT...

3.10pm Order our food..

3.15pm Soup & drinks tat my fren's ordered had arrived..

3.20pm My drinks just arrived... My food haven't arrived although i was about to starved to death.. But my frens food arrived... tat time i was kinda frustrated d...

3.35pm Still waiting patiently... Snap a photo of me at d restaurant with a fake smiling face as below..

3.45pm At last, after half an hour suffering... My food has just arrived... Waited so long for my food, d name of d meal i ordered seems to b delicious, but it disappoint me... Prefer go to CHILIS...

Top View of my meal (Cheese Baked Rice Fish Fillet) Rm 14.90 excluding Service Charge & Government Tax...

Side View...

4.07pm Rushing to the cinema bcz d movie is about to start... Late 2 minutes...

6.00pm Finish watching... Disappointed with the movie tat we watched... Sigh... *Speechless*

Tats all folks.... This 2 days is quite fun... But life turn into boredom n lonely after they went back... Sad sad....

Holiday with fren...

A DAY BEFORE HOLIDAY

On 21 Sept, went to Pre-Hospital Care at Malaysian Red Crescent Penang Branch Head Quarters for the training..
The training actually started at 9am, but i wake up at 9am... Bwahahaha..

I wake up n shock after looking at the clock... Was rushing to d course...
Get ready n fly to HQ with my lovely Honda Wave... Reach HQ at 9.40am...

It's kinda embarrass to enter d lecture hall after being late for almost an hour... =P

D lecturer is a guy from General Hospital... D course is so interesting as we were able to gain valuable knowledge...

Next, we were being separated into 4 groups...

D 1st group teaching how to use splint n bandaging for broken bones..
2nd group, we learn bandaging...

3rd Group, how to perform CPR, ways to use equipment such as oxygen tank, face mask, n etc..

4th group, transportation using scoop, portable, dolphin, & canvas strecther & KED..

Its kinda tiring day since i slept a few hours d previous night due to exams...

So i went back at around 2 pm plus although d course was supposed to end at 6pm... XD

So went back n rest a while till 6.30pm...

Next is to attend Leonard's 21st Birthday Party...

Leonard plan to do his b'day party a day earlier from his birthday to celebrate...

It was held at Tanjung Bungah Beach Hotel, Penang... It started at 7.30 pm...
Hmm... Lazy to elaborate more.. D picture below is those who attend d functions...

The above is d specially made cake... 1st time to see a birthday cake like this.. =)

From left to right: Mr Loh, Myself, Mr. Yeoh, Mr Calvin & Ms Nicole

After d event come to an end, me & han yi went to Khaleel at Gurney Drive for a drink & chit-chat till it was about 3am if i'm not mistaken.. At that particular time it rains very heavy... Reach home with body wet although i'm wearing rain coat... =(
Slept at 5 am plus..

On 22nd Sept-Holiday Time...

Woke up at 12 pm plus...
As usual, on time... Yea... was busy on9 to upgrade my village in TRAVIAN (an on9 game)..
Fren called n its time to go out... Went to tanjung bunga to fetch my frens then go to jetty to fetch another fren... (Gosh.. Just like a taxi driver on d day.. Hahaha...)

Then went Queensbay Mall to watch movie (Babylon)...
Its quite nice le d movie... Lots of actions move.. "recommended all to watch"..

After movie, it was about 6pm... we rush out of d complex n headed to macalister road ASAP to avoid d massive jam cz it's after office hours n shortly after tat, it is after schooling hours.. Vrrrooommmmm.... Fly to Macalister Road...

At last we reached our destination... D 'Town Steamboat Restaurant' at 63, Macalister Road 10400 PENANG... RM 17.90 per person ...

Above: Halfway Eating...

Above: D bird's egg... It took me 5 minutes to unpeal d shell... -.-" haha...

Next, its time to ronda... Bwahahaha... Next destination, Padang Kota Lama..

We were walking along d seaside... THen... It's time to play.....
so we went to the playground... Then we call it a day n went back to fren's hostel at tanjung bunga...

At 12am, some of us had fallen asleep... but yet we r eager to go for extremely early breakfast..
At Tanjung Bunga Market... Only 1 shop tat is open 24 hours...

Guess wat shop tat is open at tanjung bunga Market tat is 24 hours open for business???
7-11?? Happy Mart?? McD?? KFC??
Nope... It's (Lai Lai) wan than mee..
It's time to eat WANTAN MEE... Bwahahaha.. at 1 am...

Pic taken on top....
Description: Wantan Mee without d wantan & vege...

Pic taken from d side ways..

Above: WanTan without Mee... hahaha...

Above: Vege for d Wantan Mee..

After having our so called 'Early Breakfast', time has passed by very fast n it shows tat it is 2-3am n it's time we headed back to hostel cz it's sleeping time..

-.- Zzzzzzz....